Well i forogt to write, i have to say it does get difficult with school, but now im finally free, for a little while.
Looks like one of my devs got deleted, and by some stupid bot too > I submitted it close to a year and 1/2 ago, maybe more, and now it gets deleted, it was my first dev as well =/ i wrote to their "help desk" doubt it will help but maybe someone will turn the damn thing off. My vorthday came, it was alright, no parties or nothing, the day i think i got some candy, and my mom said she would let me but what ever i wanted at the store, she suggested a new laptop. As the weekends came she allways seemed to be busy, and it seems as time passes the money i was alotted (Which i wanted to know how much so i could base my gifts on it was never told to me) in the end i settled for a new vid card, radeon 9800 pro (i would like the 6800 when it comes out thus no XT) and a new 19 monitor, i need to get another, having a 19" and 15" is cool, but kinda looks bad side by side. SAT's and ACT's and all of these damn tests really get annoying, and its all in may, summer is comming so the biggest most stressful tests are all in the same damn month. Family wise things arent as fucked up, still problems of course, but i think "its' bark is bigger then "its' bite. I still dont know why i spend more time working on my Regents level english class then my AP bio class. Looking at my sch for next year i can tell is really goin to suck, 3 lunches puts me Right with all of my friends... </sarcasm> AP bio test today wasnt bad, but i got a pepsi vanilla out of the soda machine so im happy.
well once again i sit here babysitting because i have no life, waiting for one of my parents to get home, ehh maybe ill just go quadding or something sunday, as much as i like weekends i can feel already this one will be ending really soon. Nothing i like more than from going from 5 school days, 8 hours of school hell, to another 3-5 hours of hw hell, now its 8-10 pm, im not allowed out b/c its a school night and "what ever o'clock @ night" so i play my comp games, on fridays, till 2-3 in the morning when i get tired....wake up sat, do work i was Told to do, get yelled at, sunday i do god knows how much work for projects and then i start over....all with computer games inbetween b/c im not allowed out, and they yell at me for having no life, maybe its because im not allowed to have one....

damnit, i went on and on again...ehh who cares anyway...back to no life =/